Cris Liggett (kusanobabe05) wrote,
Cris Liggett
kusanobabe05

Rainbow Ch. 7/?- stereo

Chapter title: stereo
Series Tile: Rainbow
Pairing: RyoPi
Fandom: NEWS
Notes: This is an angsty ryopi series written around ryopi solos and NEWS songs. Two best friends who share everything, separated when one finds himself trapped and alone because of his feelings. Who will make the first move? With the love one feels destroy their friendship or make it stronger?


Rainbow Ch. 6Sawarenai [Can’t Touch]

Ryo was the last to leave the dressing room after the concert and found scraps of paper near where Pi had been doodling. He saw pieces of kanji on them, he glanced around and tried to put them together. They were his and Yamapi’s names written in different ways. He found Nishikido Tomohisa and Yamashita Ryo. He nearly choked on his tea. His heart was beating fast. Did this mean Pi liked him? Maybe, barely dared voice the thought. Could Yamapi love him? He nervously finished straightening everything. Massu, their resident neat freak had been too hungry to want to clean. He was rather messy himself but he didn’t want to leave a mess

The harmless looking paper ripped up on the table
Each piece becomes a treasure because they’re filled with cute scribbles

Ryo had walked them all to the train station after the concert. They had crashed at his parents. He had been so embarrassed about how much his parents seemed to think he was in the way or something to the other members. He smiled as he started to clean up the blankets. Massu would have helped but they overslept and they would have missed the train so he had said he would do it himself. He blushed remembering how Yamapi had taken the place beside him. He hadn’t fallen asleep until late because he was so conscious of pi’s nearness. He had saved the scraps. They were taped and saved in a small so box he kept all of his memories in. pictures from his junior days with Yamapi, jin, kame, Tackey and Tsubasa were in it. Small souvenirs from places they went. Even limited editions of all of their CDs; these ones had never been opened.

After I’d taken you home, I clean up the messy room by myself
Huh? What is this? It doesn’t seem like a chore at all

He lightly traced the scribbled kanji; Yamapi’s handwriting was as familiar as his own. He blushed as his fingers rested over the name Yamashita Ryo; he really liked it…he hadn’t had the courage to mention what he’d found. He took it out often. Sometimes…he couldn’t bear to put it away.

Strange characters, portraits that don’t look like the person they’re supposed to
My name nestled close beside another name written in beautiful handwriting
You’re not used to drawing them, are you? But I think they’re all adorable

Ryo stood in the shadows watching Yamapi’s shoot. He always looked so good. He couldn’t take his eyes off him. At one point Yamapi caught his eyes and they couldn’t look away until the photographer yelled to get Pi’s attention. Sometimes he couldn’t breathe…

How much capacity will I need to allocate these feelings I’m ushering in?
How much space would it take for me to keep them here?

Ryo was more convinced that Yamapi felt the same way, yet he still didn’t ask or confess. The feelings seemed understood though unspoken. He still worried that he wasn’t good enough. His own popularity was no threat to Pi’s. He may have two bands but he wasn’t Yamapi…he sometimes still felt like that loud, scared, tiny kid from one of the provinces.

I wonder if I’m enough as I am now?

Yet he loved Yamapi so much…sometimes…he dreamed about him. They were so vivid when he woke up he almost expected to find Pi beside him.

I want to gather all my thoughts, with none left behind
One minute, one second left behind as a shape or form

Yamapi had nervously asked him if he wanted to rent an apartment with him. It was a nice place with two bedrooms. Yamapi said he needed more space and hoped Ryo would consider it. He had said he would think about it but his heart was leaping into his throat. He wanted to scream yes but he couldn’t do it. He waited two days before he tried to down play it. The place was far from his apartment and in a better neighborhood then either of them could afford alone.

His first night in the apartment…he knew Pi was in the next room but he wanted him beside him so badly. He turned toward the wall that separated their rooms and smiled as he whispered, “good night my love…” if he closed his eyes he could almost pretend Yamapi was beside him.

Honestly, I want to always feel you on my left side
But you’re not here so I try to fool the night and the size of my bed all alone
Just like this

Ryo was curled up on their couch playing code and humming it. He had picked up on many of Yamapi’s habits since they had began living together. He had started setting out a towel so Pi could stumble into the shower without worrying about finding one. He also set the coffee pot so the coffee would be nice and hot when Yamapi left the shower. He tried to make sure the refrigerator was well stocked since Yamapi insisted on doing most of the cooking. Pi had always been the better cook in his opinion.

I strum my guitar, changing my feelings into melodies
I always do, I feel like I locate more of you each time you are not beside me…

Ryo went in one night when he got home before Yamapi and stripped the sheets so he could change them. He found a familiar hair on Pi’s pillow and smiled as he nervously listened before burying his nose into the pillow to smell Yamapi’s scent more.

A long brown hair beside the pillow

He traded the glasses in the bathroom for clean ones. He used Pi’s glass some times or even switched them if the cups matched. He liked using Yamapi’s glass but only if they were both healthy.

The earring you’d forgotten, two glasses lined up beside the sink

Living together was nice because they were always together but sometimes he was home alone. They hadn’t said what needed to be said but at least Pi never brought anyone home to spend the night in his bed. He wouldn’t be able to handle that. He craved Pi’s kisses, his arms sometimes he even tried to imagine what it would feel like to feel Yamapi’s soft gentle hands caressing his sensitive skin.

It’s not a dream, I know that, but it doesn’t seem enough
The memories my body has of you come and I repeat them in my head

Then it happened. They crashed into each other and fell with Yamapi laying on top of him. He had blushed so badly, then as the stared into each other’s eyes Yamapi gave in and kissed him hard. He couldn’t move for a bit then he kissed Pi back, moaning softly. When they were home alone he often found himself in Yamapi’s arms, pulled close while they kissed.

It was nice that Yamapi was taking it slow…he wanted more but he could wait. Yamapi was so important to him and he couldn’t rush things. He might push him away.

Added together countless times in this dim room
We repeatedly kissed so many times as if we were checking each other
Because I think this will be a huge love for me in the future too

Every moment they were alone together was a precious memory. He cherish each one….
I will treasure this moment for the rest of my life

He never imagined he would end up like Kinki kids…he didn’t think he could love a guy but Yamapi was special. He couldn’t help loving him…

I never wanted to be under anyone else's control

He loved Pi and nothing would change that…

But I can’t declare that any longer

He still didn’t know what their relationship was now because they never discussed it. He hoped they were dating….even if they were going at a snail’s pace.

Because you are the center of my life now

He started to sing another solo… ‘stereo’….

I’m sorry, you’re here, and I’m still singing now

The way the sun would brighten the room, its golden fingers painting Pi, the way his laughter could liven up a room or the way he could look at him that made Ryo weak at the knees.

My head is buried in thoughts of you

He’d woken up in Pi’s bed where they had stumbled into as they made out wildly. He blushed cuddling against Pi’s warm, larger body.

How much capacity will I need to allocate these feelings I’m ushering in?
How much space would it take for me to keep them here?

His heart beat, echoing in his ears, had he been good enough? He hated to think he hadn’t been good enough in bed. He was a guy…most people didn’t sleep with guys.

I wonder if I’m enough as I am now? I want to gather all my thoughts, with none left behind

He remembered last night, blushing as he scooted closer.

One minute, one second left behind as a shape or form

Yamapi pulled him back to the bedroom kissing him, he moaned falling back on the bed. He shivered beneath Pi’s warm hands moaning into their kiss.

Added together countless times in this dim room
We repeatedly kissed so many times as if we were checking each other

Each times they made love he thought he would die of happiness. Yamapi was a passionate yet tender lover, which is what he had been sure of. He hadn’t dared to believe it might happen.

Because I think this will be a huge love for me in the future too
I will treasure this moment for the rest of my life

He would always remember these days as the happiest of his life. Yamapi’s affection made life worth living for.

And even though it ought to be fine if it changed someday
I want this moment to last forever…

He was sure he was at least Pi’s lover…he hoped he was more then that but wouldn’t ask.

Rainbow Ch. 8 ordinary
Tags: kanjani8, member-ai, news, rainbow, ryopi
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