Cris Liggett (kusanobabe05) wrote,
Cris Liggett
kusanobabe05

Too shy- random inoobu

Title: Too Shy
Pairing: inoobu
Fandom: HSJ, HSB
Notes: inoobu because I can? I know...random inoobu...idkw...
Wait! hotfruits likes Inoo...it must be for her?

They had always been friends...always in the same classes...always on the same soccer team...

Having grown up together it was understandable to be so close...yet the dreams Inoo had been having lately were taking a different turn...

Almost romantic...it was embarrassing...

He had never realized that being around Yabu made him nervous...he just assumed he was in awe of his friend's talent on the field and with girls. He was always at Yabu's side...but he was never his equal at anything...

Except maybe art...

Without calling it love nor knowing my dreams, I gazed at you
Forever and ever and ever, always

Yabu had been getting bored with the constant admiration from his classmates especially the girls...

Only with Inoo could he relax...no expectations...nothing but acceptance...

When they were alone it was like they were still the kids they used to be...

Too shy… the passing seasons
To say… if we take a breath
Those bright days will soon be revived

Inoo glanced up at Yabu when they met up...

He smiled and then looked down to hide his flushed face...Yabu had always been the more mature one...

He doubted his strange feelings could be returned....

Too shy… each time our eyes meet
To say… as if I’m bothered
Your gently laughing face was so grown-up

Yabu moved suddenly, and Inoo was now completely alone...

He had lost his best friend...

He hadn't even said the most important words...

'I love you...I'll miss you...we'll always be friends ne..."

How could anyone measure up to Yabu?

Without ever coming into contact (yeah) I still can’t forget you
This is the last time I’ll ever love anyone this much, that’s how I felt

The sudden absence of Inoo's reassuring presence was making Yabu more lonely then he ever expected...

He found himself thinking about what his friend was doing as he stared at the photos of them on his desk...

Without calling it love nor knowing my dreams, I gazed at you
Forever and ever and ever, always

Inoo stared at his photos of their friendship as they grew up...

He worried if Yabu was eating enough...sometimes his friend forgot...

Had he made a friend to replace him?

He hadn't heard from his friend...no calls...no letters...nothing...

Yabu hadn't forgot him already?

He missed him so much....

You don’t say anything, don’t know anything, don’t hear anything
You disappeared far away and are alone…

Yabu sighed, why didn't he ever tell Inoo how much he meant to him...

Too shy… if I reached out my hand To say… even though you were there
I was so shy that it seems sad

Inoo wished he could just have Yabu back...even just as friends like they always had been...

Before I say any words (yeah) if I tell you my feelings
We could be together now in a different pattern

Inoo was always in his thoughts...

Was he studying? Or was he drawing instead of homework? Inoo could get easily distracted...why did tousan have to get transferred and drag them off like this? He missed his best friend and didn't know what to do about it...

Without calling it love nor knowing my dreams, I gazed at you
Forever and ever and ever, why?

Still nothing from Yabu...he checked the mail constantly and waited by the phones...

He had no way of contacting Yabu...but surely the older teen hadn't forgotten his address or phone number...

You don’t try to talk to me, you don’t lie, you don’t wait for me
You disappeared far away and are alone…

Yabu finally realized what he was feeling...and he had no way of expressing it from this far away...

Uh… Like it or not, forever… Like it or not, forever…
Like it or not… I love you, I need you, I want you, even now
I miss you, heart, I love you, just as you are

Inoo slept anxiously, clutching photos of them to his heart...

Yabu...where are you...

Have you forgotten me...

Without calling it love nor knowing my dreams, I gazed at you
Forever and ever and ever, always

Silence...every day...nothing...

It was almost as if he had imagined their friendship...

You don’t say anything, don’t know anything, don’t hear anything
You disappeared far away and are alone…

Heartbroken...Inoo put away the photos...

No use in dwelling on memories...

Yabu must have forgotten...

He'd cherish these feelings for as long as he had them...but he didn't believe he wouldn't fall in love again. He just hoped that...

...next time...his feelings would be returned...

He still missed Yabu with all his heart...

Uh… Like it or not, forever… Like it or not, forever…
Like it or not… I love you, I need you, I want you, goodbye …
Tags: au, hsb, hsj, inoobu, one-shot, random
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