Cris Liggett (kusanobabe05) wrote,
Cris Liggett
kusanobabe05

Tattoo

Series: What fate has joined together...
Title: Tattooo
Pairing: yamachii, yamajima friendship
Fandom: hs7, hsjump
Notes: A random au angst yamachii fic....don't hate me for it...

For my Chii....my one and only Chii....

What Fate has joined together ch1. On the wind pt1- yama-centric
What Fate has joined together ch1. On the wind pt2- yama-centric
What Fate has joined together ch1. No air- Chii-centric
What Fate has joined together ch2. Cotton candy- yama-centrici


I called him...I knew I shouldn't have...I'd had a bad day...and he was always a good listener...as long as it wasn't about us...

Oh, oh, oh

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more

I regreted it when I woke up...because he had haunted my dreams and my emotions more then usual...just hearing his voice made me wish things were different...

Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

It hurts everytime I think of him...or we talk...because I miss him...

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed

I need to put him out of my mind...

That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

Everytime I decide to keep my distance...I keep changing my mind...

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind

I can't see him moving on or maturing...and I can't put myself through that again no matter how much I love him...

So I have to follow my dreams...at least the ones that don't have him in them...

Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

I poured myself into my dancing...every emotion poinent in my pieces...

I could feel them keenly because the emotions were those I was familiar with...


I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken

I don't regret loving him....I couldn't...

No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one

I can't turn around and think about what might have been..

Don't look back at a new direction

He still has my heart that is true...the love...the pain...the desire...the loneliness...you can seen it all when I dance....

Yes, it was painful at the end but there were good memories too...

I loved you once, needed protection

And I try to just remember those now...it lessens the pain of missing him...

You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

I can smile when I think of you....

I saw the story you sketched, Ryo...I wish I could tell you congratulations myself...and how proud I am of you...but it is better if I don't...

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I love him...I want to talk to him like I used to...I miss the sound of his voice...

I need to move on...it hurts remember? Just talking to him...knowing he doesn't get that he hurt me...

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides

I still see the pain and loneliness in my eyes....

When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

I find myself about to dial his number and then I change my mind...

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind

I love you...but it's better this way...

Maybe you aren't the only one you needs time to mature...

Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

A love so deep...so strong...that we were lost in so fast...it can't be forgotten overnight...

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)

If we are meant to be...

We will meet again...

Perhaps, next time...it will be the right time for us to be in love....

If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

[Chorus X2]

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
Tags: angst, au, chii, hs7, hsj, nyc boys, whatfatehasjoinedtogether, yamachii
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